I've been out of the house most weekends.

I feel bad sometimes, coz I no longer help around the house as much as I did last time. Like mopping, cleaning, cooking. I may not cook that frequently or well to begin with, but at least cooking on a sunday helps to relieve mak from her kitchen duties.

I suppose all these comes with a package. It's a trade-off, you can't have the best of both worlds. I enjoy the peace & quiet at BB, but at the same time, I'd miss the noise at EU too. I scold myself for being selfish at times, coz I wonder how AH feels, staying away from BB 5 days a week, and missing his cable tv shows (mainly soccer, nothing else). AH, you're so good you know, never complaining. Unlike me. Can't thank you enough.

The only way to make up for the lost duties is for me to get up early enough in the morning to help mak out with the cooking, then catch up with whatever housework that's left. The problem is, I'm quite a sleeper, so getting up in the morning without sleeping again after subuh can take quite a lot of effort. But as that's the only solution I can offer now, I reckon I don't have a choice.

The long weekend's here & there are plenty of sales to go to, but I'm trying to curb my spending for something more important that could be coming our way sometime in Jul 06 (no, we are not expecting a baby in 2 months' time, but it'd be nice though if we have one without having to wait for too long... :p). I'm considering skipping lunch to save $$ but with the lunch kakis I have, that might not be possible. The best is to resort to spending only on NEEDS, no wants. After thinking, I suppose I don't really need a pair of footwear from Charles&Keith. But the discount coupon that comes with May 06's Herworld is too good to resist. Sighs.

Anyway it's late & I'm starting to ramble. AH's out with his friends tonight. I'll sleep, then when I wake up, I look forward to having him beside me. Till then, good night & make the most of the lovely long weekend.