Lias sms-ed on Friday, saying snippets of our wedding video were up on multiply.

I'd never really been into all these wedding videos, photoshoots & all. We didn't even engage a proper videographer for the wedding. Didn't have time to look at the snippets till yesterday, at Kakak's place.

For a moment, I felt like I was transported back to 14.8.05. I remembered the light breeze I'd felt that day, the atmosphere at home - the guests were not too noisy, it was just nice. I remembered saying little prayers in my heart, hoping all would go well. I remembered being surprised at the sense of calmness I felt when the ijab-kabul was said, thanking Allah for it.

I remembered how my family came up to the dais to take a snapshot with us; how our guests wished us all the best, how I could hold back tears when I salamed my own parents but went slightly red-eyed when I saw his mom wish him well.

I remembered that tingle I felt when it finally dawned on me that this person, a stranger to me 5 yrs ago, was the one I'd fallen in love with, and chosen to be a part of me.

And the songs Lias chose to go along in the videos...so nicely chosen (except dance with me, that one never my favourite :p), I especially like Heaven (they remade the bryan adam's song) Never really paid much attention to that song before, but it just sounded so appropriate. Thinking about our younger years...

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It's rare for me to still be up at this hour. I think I'm missing AH.