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Monday, October 02, 2006

I think I'm depressed

Though I may not fit all the criteria stated on DSM-IV, I am inclined to believe that I'm on the brink of becoming depressed. Actually I feel that I am already depressed.

For a start, work doesn't entice me anymore. In fact, I HATE WORK! Going to work has become a real drag these days. I don't look forward to seeing people I'm supposed to see anymore. Writing has become really mundane. I've turned into a skeptic and I say as minimum as possible when I step into office. I get sleepy way before lunchtime. I hate talking on the telephone. I hate the coldness in this office. I can't take it anymore. I'm sad.

posted by at 9:49 AM |

13 Comments:

Alles-Lila commented at 11:29 AM~: nani!!! we're in the same boat! in fact, i constantly have to drag myself to work and then put up a brave albeit grumpy front just to last through the day...help!!! i'm getting disillusioned & demoralised :-(

no, lah...can't make business for raya. tak cukup masa...by the time i reach home, dah penat & malas to do anything else.
irris commented at 12:27 PM~: Mahd...sighs..sama lah kita. *Broods at one corner*

Well at least u have a new hobby, that should take yr mind off work for some hours of the day!
tea commented at 12:57 PM~: tt's y i wonder, how come pple can tahan working for 20-30yrs????

i am in my 7th year of full time job jer dah demoralised and work, IS such a drag!! i think ive been depressed for a very long time...difficult to shake off ley... :S
irris commented at 2:27 PM~: tea...wow, 7 yrs!! That's long!! I've only been here about 2 1/2 yrs dah tak leh tahan seh. Tu lah I also cannot imagine camner orang boleh stay so long here. Must be the passion that I've probably lost along the way.
Anonymous commented at 10:01 AM~: I think you need a holiday...winks!..wait..let me see the phamplets and envision where we will be going next....:)btw...let me do some maths homework first yahhh!....heheheh

143...
Aliyah commented at 10:03 AM~: take a break....have a kit kat :p

i felt teh same way too...

*sigh*
irris commented at 11:57 AM~: Kak Yati..I must sing the song "Bad Day"...hehe.. well there was a point of time where I really loved my job but recently it's just down down down...

Aliyah, coincidentally, I have a KIT KAT chunky on my table right now.

Tum2...hey nice surprise! :) Tapi kan, tak yah check bank account pun I dah tau, we probably can't afford another vacation..ehehhe!
Anonymous commented at 12:05 PM~: me too...

tired of working.

cant wait for the holidays..
irris commented at 12:14 PM~: Fizzz I CAN'T Wait for the next holiday...
Anonymous commented at 12:38 PM~: Depressed? Sleepy?

Why am I always reading between the lines (if there's any?

To look on a brighter side, hey, at least you've got a job!
Anonymous commented at 1:03 PM~: ya go on a holiday. JOM
irris commented at 1:31 PM~: lilac...hmmm wonder what you've read within the lines this time round...ehhe..

Herda...memang nak..tapi sekarang kan ramadhan...takkan saje2 nak gi holiday :D
Alles-Lila commented at 10:00 AM~: morning, nani!

pinjam comment space sekejap...

tea: 7 years? lama tu! i'm here for 2 years & 12 days (but who's counting ,right?) and i'm sorely exhausted & draggy.

vacation is a good idea, lah, but it doesn't really take away the depressed moments cz you still have to face the work after that. and that's bringing us down, kan kan kan?

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